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dorinda: Nathan Wuornos (from Haven) presses a plastic fork hard against his palm. (Haven_nathan)
Can't believe I haven't posted at all since [personal profile] msmoat died. I'm still missing her a lot, and I wish her DW hadn't been deleted. I don't know whose decision that was. Sigh.

One big part of my radio silence lately is that I've developed a stubborn case of tendonitis in my dominant arm (the thumb/wrist kind), which has been a real problem. Not just because my work involves a lot of varied use of my hands even outside of typing, but also because my main hobby and so much of my interaction with friends are via the computer.

I wrote a little story for [personal profile] amedia's [community profile] guardian_wishlist, for instance, but haven't answered any of its comments just yet. Or, like, it's Yuletide season, and putting together my letter and signups is slow and ouchy.

But I'm out here! Just having some hard times, is all.
dorinda: Doyle and Bodie look out a window together, from the Professionals episode "Blind Run" (pros_db_window)
I'm sorry to report that [personal profile] msmoat died this morning. Though I'm glad to say that she was at home, where she wanted to be, with family, and with a beloved friend taking the best care of her.

[personal profile] przed and I visited her right before New Year's Eve, and she had some very happy memories of all the people she met and spent time with via fandom. She really was something special.

Icon in her honor--for her love of the lads, and all the enjoyable and fulfilling creativity they, and fandom, sparked for her.
dorinda: Crawley shelters under Aziraphale's wing (good omens: shelter)
Via PFL's Pros fannish grapevine (♥), I have heard that her surgery "went as planned or better", and she was awake and talking afterward, though of course very tired! That's all the news, since now comes the lengthy minutiae of staging and other doctory business. But it was so nice to hear.
dorinda: Cutter and Skywise, believing they're about to part for good, share an intense hug. (Cutter-Skywise-angstyhug)
Anyone out there who knows [personal profile] msmoat (she writes under PFL), please spread the word. She gave me permission to tell whoever I want, but I don't have a lot of specifics--she's very tired and thinking and texting are hard for her right now.

The short version is: she wasn't feeling well when we spoke on Saturday, and then on Sunday night her relatives took her to the ER. She said "turns out I have something growing in my brain", and the doctors want to operate as soon as possible, maybe tomorrow (Tuesday) or Wednesday.

I have contact info for her brother, but I haven't written to him yet. If/when I get more news, I'll report back!

In the meantime, this is all I know, but I told her of course all her friends out here will want to send her love and care and good wishes! Her DW is [personal profile] msmoat, her Livejournal is [livejournal.com profile] msmoat (though I think she hasn't been using that one lately--but a lot of her Professionals fandom friends are still there).
dorinda: Cary Grant, in "Bringing Up Baby," clutches his head beneath the letters "OMG WTF". (WTF_CaryGrant)
So in advance of an upcoming followup appointment with my cancer surgeon, I had to go get some blood drawn.

Normally I would take a train to the clinic, but due to *waves hands around* the trains aren't running early or often. And I wanted to go as early as possible, to avoid *waves hands around* people.

So I called a rideshare. And when I got in the car, the driver wasn't masked, and pretended she didn't hear me the first couple times I asked if she had a mask. And then she said she didn't need a mask because "it isn't airborne". And I said, "Of course it is, who told you that," and she said, "Donald Trump."

Lucky for me she hadn't started driving yet. I argued with her, and then she said her gps wasn't working and told me to get out of the car. Then I had to wait like another 20 minutes for a ride because it was ass-crack in the morning.

And at the bloods lab, one of the two phlebotomists didn't have her mask pulled up over her nose. Good thing she's not sitting very close to *checks notes* SICK AND VULNERABLE PEOPLE ALL DAY.

I'm...already basically Done With Everything and it's not even 6:30am.
dorinda: Gunnar and Sinbad at the ship's rail, smiling. (sinbad-gunnar_smile)
Iiiii had a [personal profile] msmoat visiting me for a long weekend, and it is a HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ACTIVITY.

When we used to live closer, it was a more doable thing, but since I had to move, no [personal profile] msmoat in person for me. Until now, when she managed a visit, and we had prime talking, watching, loafing, relaxing time, including delicious Indian food, shows, vids, story-talk, and more!

I feel refreshed in ways that vacations with more, like, running around and tourism don't really do. \o/

Also, as a special gift to me: she found out that I hadn't yet watched Shetland season 4, and was like OH YES WE GOTTA, so we did! All of it. And the specialest-gift part is that I had her and her knowledge to be able to say to me, yes, it gets v angsty in interpersonal and spoilery ways between your favorite characters, but it'll All Be Okay. And it was!

In short: w00000t
dorinda: Randolph Scott smiles at Cary Grant. (Randolph_Cary)
I had a day off work today for dumb reasons (but I'll take it), and I am frankly shocked at myself.

I mean, first, I got up at the usual (too early >:[ ) time I do when I have to go to work, instead of sleeping in which is my favorite thing to do. And then first thing I dragged all of my laundry down to the laundry room and DID THE LAUNDRY. Sheets and towels included! And they are all dried and folded and PUT AWAY including FRESH SHEETS ON THE BED.

And then I washed the dishes I'd been letting pile up!

And now I am working on my Yuletide story! [redacted] is now finally [redacted] with [redacted] because of [redacted], and I hope to make it continue.

>_____>

Did someone slip something into my tea? Is there a mysterious alien pod tucked into the closet that I should be aware of? This is NOT my day off style.

I may as well keep ridin' this train till it bonks into something.

I must admit, however, that Yuletide has me a bit down... not the story itself, but only now really realizing that I've written a grand total of ONE story in all of 2018, and that was way back in January. So Yuletide will bring the total up to two. Sigh!

That was not what I originally intended. But when I had the sudden need for medical care rev up and had to quit both Night on Fic Mountain and Get Your Words Out, that undermined my plans-- and then I didn't feel able or willing to write while recovering even though I had time off work. And since then? I don't know, I feel like I lost my remaining grip on time, somehow, and all my days feel jam-packed and haphazard and overstuffed and a mess. See above, re: how exciting it feels to actually be able to get the laundry and dishes done.

But on the other hand, the fact I'm making progress on this Yuletide story does prove that it's possible to slip a story in among all the other things. I'm going to try to use this for morale and motivation. *waves tiny flag*

Aarp? Urp?

Dec. 3rd, 2018 10:35 pm
dorinda: Cary Grant, in "Bringing Up Baby," clutches his head beneath the letters "OMG WTF". (WTF_CaryGrant)
SooOOOoOOOooo, I have a birthday comin' up. And in today's mail I got...a letter from the AARP offering me membership. Welp.

Anybody have any opinions on the subject? Would it be worth my while to sign up? Or is it mostly just a spam factory? (I get health insurance through my work, and other insurance through USAA, for what it's worth.)

Now if you'll excuse me, I am going to go find myself a rockin chair, a porch, and a front lawn, for the sitting in, on, and yelling at. :D
dorinda: In "Brideshead Revisited" (1981), Sebastian and Charles, arms around each other, look out to sea. (Brideshead_sea)
I think my iphone was trying to kill me tonight. When I went down to the building's laundry room to get my clothes out of the dryer, the music shuffle played, one after the other--

Dante's Prayer...




And then The Mary Ellen Carter.




EXCUSE ME, MY SOCKS JUST GOT DRY, I CANNOT HAVE THEM BESLOBBERED WITH MY TEARS.

Visitation

Aug. 2nd, 2018 12:09 pm
dorinda: Fat Pony appears in a blaze of light! (Fat_Pony)
[personal profile] the_shoshanna came to visit me this past weekend, and I had a great time. It was so nice to see a friend in person, especially after I unfortunately had to miss an opportunity in the spring to see a bunch of friends at once.

While she was here, we finished up the last half of season 2 of The Good Place, which she had seen but I hadn't yet. I love that show...I always feel like I'm in good hands, showrunning + writing + acting + production design all included. Then we watched the blooper reels, as a cherry on top. Only downside is, now I have to wait for season 3 like everybody else. Hmf.

The next day, I remembered Shoshanna had expressed an interest in seeing The Exorcist tv show, after she attended a panel about it at Escapade. So I offered to show her episode 1, and she was willing.

...well, then somehow it was suddenly almost 11pm and we were finishing season 1. Maybe we fell in a wormhole or something? I hadn't actually rewatched season 1 in its entirety since I first saw it--I'm so glad I did! Marcus remains my favorite. ♥_____♥

Also, on Sunday morning I looked at the contents of my fridge and said, "Oh gosh sorry, it looks like I only have a loaf of sourdough bread, 3 eggs, and some milk--not enough eggs for two apiece :( ", and shoshanna was like FRENCH TOOOOOAST, and then there was some mixing and some butter in a pan and we had delicious thick-cut sourdough french toast with nutmeg and cinnamon.

I had forgotten that you can...you know. Make food out of ingredients? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway, I can recommend a Good Place/Exorcist double-feature friend-visit weekend... whiplashy in all the best ways.
dorinda: A black and white puppy running on grass with a red ball in its mouth. (puppy_ball)
Someday I'll post about something that isn't my health, I swear. :D

But as Aragorn says... THIS IS NOT THAT DAY )

And speaking of Aragorn: I rewatched all of the Extended Editions, starting a few days after I came home once I felt well enough to pay attention. And I found them to be excellent supplementary medical care! Apply To Eyeballs As Needed.
dorinda: Animated image of Jim kissing Plato on the temple, from a screen test for "Rebel Without a Cause" (JimPlato_animated)
Hello, it's me again! Thanks so much for all the cheer and encouragement!

As [personal profile] marycrawford mentioned, they tell me the surgery went very smoothly. They didn't have to remove any lymph nodes, and are optimistic about the penetration (or lack thereof) of the bad cells. My followup appointment with the surgeon isn't for three weeks, but I'm hoping he'll tell me the pathology results sooner once he gets them.

I only had to stay in the hospital overnight, and was out before noon the next day. Now I am home, shuffling around, resting, wearing extremely soft nightshirts, sleeping, watching the Extended Edition of the Lord of the Rings, and other healing activities.

Most importantly: today I got to TAKE A SHOWER, for the first time since the morning of surgery. I washed my hair! I got the grubby lines of leftover tape adhesive off my arms! Ah bliss.

...but now I'm tired out from showering, so I am going to sit in my comfy chair under a blanket and build up my energy reserves. My exciting plans for later in the day are a 10-minute walk up and down the hall, some lunch, and then a nap. OMG. So riveting. Stay tuned. :D
dorinda: In "Brideshead Revisited" (1981), Sebastian and Charles, arms around each other, look out to sea. (Brideshead_sea)
Hihi, this is [personal profile] marycrawford  reporting on [personal profile] dorinda 's behalf.

She went into hysterectomy surgery today, and the report from the surgeon is that it was totally routine, no complications, and that she'll need at least two weeks to recuperate.

This is everything we hoped for, and the two week timeframe the surgeon gave means that the whole operation was done by cameras and futuristic robots, which is fantastic. (If they'd had to do more hands-on surgery, [personal profile] dorinda  would be out at least six weeks, and the recovery period would be more intense.)

So, HOORAY. Now is the traditional time to send

[personal profile] dorinda some glitter pens!

Or, failing that, maybe some Lord of the Rings story recs? Or maybe you share another fandom with her, and you have a rec for a story that you always reread for comfort?

Adorable pictures of your pets are also welcome! She's been playing a jigsaw game on the ipad where you can make your own jigsaws from photos, and cute animal pictures work really well and are guaranteed to aid recovery.

 


dorinda: Cary Grant, in "Bringing Up Baby," clutches his head beneath the letters "OMG WTF". (WTF_CaryGrant)
Turns out I will not be able to sign up for Night On Fic Mountain this year. Woe. But I have to undergo some Srs Medical Care, surgery-style (more on that later!), and the recovery is a bit extensive and time/energy-consuming. When I'm feeling up to it, if the time frames allow, I'll certainly be keeping an eye out for any likely pinch hit!
dorinda: A basset hound puppy with its long ears flapping sideways. (puppy_ears)
My place is a mess, I have many undone tasks, my to-do list overfloweth. So, riddle me this: how did I spend the latter half of my day?

A. Scrubbing the colonies of new life out of the bathroom
B. Clearing off the table so as to use it as, you know, a table
C. Sweeping and/or dusting up the barrowsful of sweepings and dust
D. Watching hours of a M*A*S*H marathon on TV while re-reading M*A*S*H slash stories on the old mash-slash mailing list on yahoogroups that never made it onto AO3.

No peeking at your neighbor's paper!

Now if you'll excuse me, it's the episode where they first introduced Sidney Freedman. ♥
dorinda: Hands reach for two identical glasses, which are labeled "half empty" and "half full". (halfemptyhalffull)
zomg work is eating my face you guys. Our normal summer spike is 1) early, and 2) more like two shoesful of cleats. Plus this Saturday will be my second working Saturday in a row and involve a (happily very rare) 2-hour-each-way commute.

On the one hand, so awesome that lots of people are coming and using the things and producing research and whatnot--that's what we're for. On the other hand (har har), I've started having some trouble with my cubital tunnel--the nerve that goes through the elbow and can have trouble if you have to keep your elbows tightly bent all the time, like say when doing a lot of close work at a film inspection bench. Ouch.

Also, I had heard that someone donated a piano to my co-op and they were going to put it in a 'piano room' somewhere in one of the high rise buildings, for lessons or whatnot. How nice, I thought vaguely, I wonder where the piano room will be.

WELL LAST NIGHT I SURE FOUND OUT.

Turns out the piano room is what used to be a bike room, directly beneath my bedroom, and with no insulation (which is why my floors can be painfully cold to the feet in winter as all the heat sucks out through the floor). So at about 1am my floor and bed were suddenly playing me VERY LOUD AND EXUBERANT PIANO MUSIC.

I staggered down and knocked on the locked door, and it was opened by a young blond man who stank of liquor. We discussed how his "creative moment" (his words) unfortunately had to stop because I really had to sleep. To his credit, even when (presumably) literally stinking drunk, his piano playing was really very good, and also he apologized and stopped and I eventually fell back asleep.

So, you know. Lots going on around here.

To end on a bright and less wtf moment: I got my Night On Fic Mountain story done! I made [personal profile] marycrawford come up with the summary, which I recommend--stuck on a summary? MAKE MARY DO IT. It's tagged and titled and posted! So I am happy.

And I have an idea for another story hot on the griddle, which I would love to start chomping on, as soon as work lets up a little bit on my face and my nerves let up a little bit on my arms. Can one use Siri as a speech-to-text writing tool I wonder?
dorinda: Hands reach for two identical glasses, which are labeled "half empty" and "half full". (halfemptyhalffull)
On the bright side!: my ankle healed up really quickly, and is thoroughly usable now, though I should still remember to do some stretches and exercises for it.

On the less-than-bright side!: Turns out I have walking pneumonia. >:-\ Luckily the "walking" part means I have mostly been up and about, and haven't had to miss too much work, but the "pneumonia" part means that I am so. Tired. Of coughing. I mean it is so tedious. I do not enjoy it as a hobby.

Hopefully these horse pills they gave me will kick it out the door, and then I can concentrate on my Yuletide letter and signup. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND, IMMUNE SYSTEM--IT IS YULETIDE SEASON!
dorinda: Hands reach for two identical glasses, which are labeled "half empty" and "half full". (halfemptyhalffull)
ONE THING: Soooooo what happened is, a couple days ago I sprained my ankle. I was trudging home with a million other worker ants, took a bad step somewhere among the terrible uneven concrete across the street from my workplace, and BLAMMO I and my stuff were sprawled all over the road. In the rain. With a bunch of people standing over me.

Ugh. Sometimes I think the secondary embarrassment is almost neck-and-neck with the actual ankle pain. (But then I have a flashback to the terrible noise my ankle ligament made, and I stop thinking that.)

It took a couple minutes for the initial pain to subside enough for me to tell it wasn't broken, and then the kindly bystanders gathered my belongings, hoisted me up, and put me into a cab. I've been Resting/Icing/Compressing/Elevating like a mofo, although unfortunately I've also had a long couple of workdays since then, one of which was twelve hours long.

On the bright side, it could have been SO much worse. With a good Ace bandage and care in moving around, plus UberXs/cabs to and from work, I managed my workdays okay, and it's looking much better and increasing in mobility. I've had much worse sprains in my day, with crutches and whatnot, and I'm grateful this wasn't one of those.

Still no fun, though. And I have another very demanding workday coming up later this week, probably 13 hours, with a lot of standing and moving around. So I'll be RICEing all week in the hope that it'll continue to improve at this pace.

ANOTHER THING: While I'm sitting in my chair with the foot propped up, my fancies have turned to thoughts of Yuletide nominations. Just a week to get my noms in! Hmmm. What are you nominating?

I haven't even started to parse my final choices--see above, re: ankle and stressful work schedule--but it does seem that the Aubrey-Maturin novels, as well as the Master & Commander movie, is all safely under the limit, so that's a possibility. Now that I've finished the books and am re-reading them all again, I'm starting to feel delightfully immersed. (And of course the movie is engraved on my brain lobes, so.)

Another thing that leaps to mind is Shetland, the BBC Scotland show that [personal profile] sakana17, [personal profile] klia, and [personal profile] thevetia turned me on to. Well-written, beautifully-filmed detective drama set on the islands of the Shetland archipelago, and I adore the main character (other characters as well, of course, but, ♥ JIMMY ♥ ).

Rejseholdet|Unit One again, I think, to make sure it gets in there.

Shockingly, even though Black Sails looks to be just over a thousand stories on AO3 alone, using the yuletide bookmarklet on them reveals that there are actually fewer than 600 that are in English, complete, and over a thousand words long! Add that to the hundred-and-thirty-some that are on ff.net, and it still looks eligible!

I'm not sure I feel ready to write Black Sails (and by the way, I finished season 2 last week! I'll give that its own post, hopefully tomorrow), but if I'm not, it still might be nice to ask for.

That's four fandoms, though, and I can only nominate three. I have some mulling to do, for sure.
dorinda: A vintage b&w shot in which one man whispers in the ear of another as he holds him. (whisper)
It happened again! All of a sudden, the Internet suddenly felt Too Much for me, and I fell off it. This has happened before, and it's always distressing--I mean, not that I mind avoiding the giant firehose of outrage-and-merchandising that so much internet/social media spend so much of their time with. That's always good for me.

But aside from that, actual people, who I actually know, and share actual interests with, have been posting interesting things! And yet I feel like I've hardly been commenting or letting them know I'm out here, which might in turn make them feel like they're being interesting into a void.

So FWIW, let me say, I'm out here! And your posts and discussions remain interesting and fun! I'm sorry for falling off the boat. I'm working on climbing back on.

As part of that project, this week I'll be posting a few stories I had actually finished in the last couple months, and had gotten betaed, and polished, but didn't post. I think it was part of that "feeling fallen-off" thing. I had them in my pocket--or, I guess more accurately, in the drawerfic drawer--but was feeling so strange and tired and anhedonic that it was hard to get up the wherewithal to share them.

Kind friends have said, "I understand, but SHARE THEM!", and I am climbing back on as best I can, and so I will. Expect a story announcement in the next post!

To finish off this post, I wanted to mention that last night I saw the movie "Carol", directed by Todd Haynes, and LOVED IT. So beautiful! So melancholy! (But without a sad-tragic-dead-queers-ending!) So CHOCK FULL OF PINING, all kinds of beautiful understated complex gorgeously-filmed pining. Here's a review from Vox: http://www.vox.com/culture/2015/11/20/9769890/carol-movie-review Phwoar.

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